Such possessions as gore me pontificate from corners. I am no longer solid but a speech of butterflies. How it spills, when all is said and done: It is hard to see virtue in the cold matter Staining the floor - frills, cups, leaves, arquebuses, Bile - the gross litters of meaning - the new king Knitting up this mess in his brainless sinews, Mere presence the answer to everything, the golden Halo of a new dawn impressing all the peasants.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Goodnight, sweet prince...
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Love: after The Triumph of Death
Love may not exist, it may be only a word, it may do nothing useful. To erase love is easy, it forgets itself, its weapons are bread and wine, it sings, its hands are empty - Still - it persists, like poetry, idling on a tiny green lawn as death marches its vast armies through the deserts behind it.
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| The Triumph of Death, Breughel |
Friday, December 16, 2011
Extract from BEOWULF: Fitts 21 & 22
XXI Beowulf spoke, the son of Ecgetheow: “Old man, don’t weep. It’s better to take bitter revenge than to hide in sorrow. Each of us must face his end and the warrior grabs what glory he can before death stops him. After his death, that’s what remains. Arise, O King, let’s study the trail of Grendel’s dam. I swear to you that I’ll track her down. No earthly cave nor mountain wood, no ocean bed, will do to hide her. Have patience now, endure your woe, and be the man that I know you are.” The old king leapt to feet and thanked God for those words. He called for a horse, and a handsome mount with braided mane was swiftly bridled. He rode out shining, his shield-bearers marching behind him. The trampled track ran through the forest, plunging straight into murky moorland where the monster had dragged the bloody corpse of Heorot’s champion. The thanes then scrambled up steep screes, trod single file through narrow cliff-ways where demon-haunted waters tumbled far beneath them. Beowulf went on with a few good scouts, and found by chance a stand of ash casting its shadow across grey stone, a dismal wood! The water beneath seethed with blood, and when they found Aschere’s head by the edge of the cliff, each man present felt his grief break newly open. As they stared, the flood welled ruddy with hot gore. A battle horn sang, quickening pulses, and the troop stood and watched the water. Sea-snakes curled there and strange dragons wove through its depths, and on the reefs such water demons as wait their chance to strike the ships on the sail-road. Swollen with rage, the warriors ran to the wailing horn and one of the Geats lifted his bow and struck a monster straight in the vitals, slowing its struggle against the waves. They snagged it hard on sharp-hooked boar pikes and dragged it out of the noisome shallows, staring in wonder at this strange wave-spawn. Fearless Beowulf put on his armour, hand-braided mail cunningly made. No grim malice could pierce his bone-cage to harm his heart or crush him in a deadly wrestle. On his head was a royal helm as bright as when the smiths first made it, rimmed with boar-shapes, iron-encircled, to break the bite of the bitterest brand. Not the least was the ancient blade lent by Unferth, Hrothgar’s spokesman, to meet his need. Its name was Hrunting. Edged with iron, tempered by blood, pattern-welded and scored with runes, this sword had never failed in battle any who bore it, venturing far into enemy strongholds on dark journeys. It was well used to courage-work. Surely that muscle-head forgot how in his cups he had taunted Beowulf when he gave his blade to the better swordsman. He’d never dare to risk his life under the waves, in the water’s tumult. He lost his manhood then and all his chance at glory. Not so Beowulf. XXII Beowulf spoke, the son of Edgetheow: “Half Dane’s son, I am eager for battle. Remember now your earlier pledge, that if I die serving your need, you would be a father to me. If I lose my life, beloved Hrothgar, take in your care my young retainers and send to Hygelac all the treasures that you have given me. Gazing on gold, the lord of the Geats will know my deeds found generous thanks from a good king. Let Unferth have my wave-edged sword, this ancient heirloom, to match his fame. I’ll use Hrunting to forge my glory, unless death takes me.” Waiting no answer, he plunged into the surging waters. Long he sank: a day passed by before he glimpsed the floor of the mere where she watched, wrathful and greedy, ravenous ruler of the flood for a hundred seasons. She knew at once that an alien from the world of air sounded her strange home. Groping upwards, she seized the prince with savage hands, crushing his body. The ringmail kept him from deadly harm, her loathsome fingers fumbled against the handlinked armour. When she touched bottom, the she-wolf bore him back to her lair. For all his courage, Beowulf couldn’t wield his sword as weird sea-beasts thronged about him and tore at his mail with war-like tusks. He found himself then in his enemy’s hall, free of the water, its roof holding back the snatch of currents. A bright fire blazed and in its light he saw his foe, the mighty mere-wife, cursed mistress of the deeps. He hefted his sword, swinging it down with all his strength, and the ring-marked blade sang hungrily for blood. But the stranger found that the battle-flame refused to bite, its edge failed the noble lord in his need. It had endured many hand-to-hand combats, split the helms of many doomed men, but for the first time its glory dimmed. Resolute still, remembering fame, Hygelac’s kinsman angrily hurled that precious sword to the ground, trusting his strength, his mighty hands. So must a man act, careless of life, if he wants to win lasting fame in the fury of battle. He grabbed her hair – keen for the insult – and swollen with rage, the battle-hard man flung Grendel’s mother down to the floor. She quickly repaid him, holding him fast against her hide in her wrathful grip, and then even that sturdy soldier, the strongest of men, stumbled with weariness, and fell. Sitting astride him, she drew her dagger, deadly and edged, to avenge her son, her only offspring. His mailcoat saved him, barring the point its bloody entry. He would have died there, Edgetheow’s son, far underground, but for that war-mesh. And holy God who gives out victory decided easily whose was the win when Beowulf sprang back to his feet.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Beowulf Unplugged
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When destiny call him still in his strength skill deposit on his last voyage search engine led me to Friday's kingdom his dearest friends Kerry campaign the safer way to Walter have to tell him when he's time we just wanted to let that fool a long friend of this can be. Papa Ray KLA special IC came amid a wristed under the mom is my tea party morning the law was of love ring get around him a great Tricia's on him on ice, Tricia's tickets from sorrow land. The warlike you correctly pointed a soul to Google mail and on his birthday since the prices I have not said that if we take this shit is interested into that he's grateful nation sent you more frankly he who I have been on the way the child they stood me in his hands and nothing else. 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He hurry bed time body cavities come before the sun could show he can't reach them and discovered love you doing banquet. Last thinking place is doing much to lower the session side of morning. His main living besides the glut state tax too late to correct. Manchester nice facility continued my name is playing if he told me that the court and so do I. The house today T. Telling me it was billed glad 12 inches long beach at English heritage hostage came to tell him when the Swingos case back into Danish language was made peace was possible that recompense tinted up for much more than 40. My man status big steak and I'll be more sleep and don't let it to be endless night fishing you smash the old and young men cannot night with the Phillies going to school like it's a secret. 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On from the geeks people he changed campaigns and 15 together related down to the way for us. It's sure under the faith-based sleep sheep way to wait current copacetic and send to see skilled punches pulled a dictation stick to its trial. Into the breast of April driveway where you want you can trust that. You will appreciate he gets attention to win taking. I was the way on the second day to see fairies for when gauging man send me dead as if the claim. Shining sea cliff and white hate plans thanking God for smooth crossing safely the more is more than she, talk to land their name shit sprinkling. From his secret solstice buildings warden bears anthrax books. You and I hope you haven’t been playing and wanted to. Last you would be me. He writes to the Scholle showcase theater and see if we have an informal way. What manner of men on you man where you at your pool cue up to the way this way come. What is your business? He was the CEO. I need to watch Manny’s landed on seeming goodnight to message you. Visit before you know my time. If I think she’ll be a wasteland with Lisca I will play it tonight but would believe that I won’t make it. Nor have I seen in my Shia mood what the new sound man he stands before me. He's gonna chill just stopping fine, Macy's looks like its nature. Now I can mind to hear your name and/or the beach where you will be labeled spies. Strangers he is playing to type up.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Here
So where do you end up when your eyes are finally working so well you can hardly see in front of you instead you look inside out you feel the acid in your brain working through to the page as pitiless as economists adding up zeros you live in this world it opens its arms exactly what you feared it is worse than your dreams shutting your eyes to find the tortured boy printed on your retina the hole in his cheek the slashed arms bloodless now the cigarette burns how did they and the big stupid money fracking the laws of mercy all the connections obvious and obscene and still you dream of linoleum in kitchens that years have demolished into hygienic visions mothers in aprons squawking for decades of migraines and butter or bending over shining ovens in their Good Housekeeping skirts their hair in scarves their perfectly polished children executive husbands televisions you murdered them all you stood in high heels and vomited blood better than madness your sister’s eyes turned in to policemen coming to slash her to ribbons her visions of Lear her naked pain poetry you never saved me but there was the rail of words that promised a fake redemption you knew it was fake but out of the dream stepped those ample summers as real as the camellias opening outside your window red as your fingers red as your newborn babies beautiful vaginas speaking the possible here in this same world where chemical nightmares scour the skin from children o poetry who stepped down and clapped her manacles speaking her legislations knowing the sentence is life its fluid chains its solitary rooms its knives of ice and blood opening inside you like forgiveness you think of your mother’s will where she ministers justice your sisters and you laid out in columns neat and shy and obedient scrub the skirtings weed the roses death will visit at last and run his finger along the shelves and find us wanting but he can go to hell him and his little brothers all those feminine lessons I flung on the fire of my ego refusing death although I invited him in with every word every cigarette every failure poetry you never lied to me
Friday, December 2, 2011
A History of Rain
1.
I marvelled at the squid’s mantel,
The sloth’s curled hook,
The magenta lips of orchids.
Behind me barbed feathers
Tore air to turbulence
And then were still.
The soluble sky thickened
As grief heats an eye
To astonished blindness.
2.
You who love me best,
Have you traced my pulse
Through city walls?
I was lost already, I retched
As oil plumed through my blood.
The clouds are still falling
Huge and angry wounds.
Your heart is an executive
Who remembers nothing.
My face is the face of a man
Who looks down amazed
At the murdered thing
His stained hands
Open like hunger.
3.
It will not lack colour –
consider the intricate brachiation of silica,
pale spicules green with cyanide algae –
conifer needles in snow, their colours
unaccountably reversed –
or the butterfly lustre of sulphur lakes.
Will your eyes blur at this beauty
so unlike you? No, you have long dissolved,
you, your reflections, your aqueous desires,
into the flame-coloured sky.
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